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It’s a happy day for me today….until I came back and knew the truth… I was being cheated…my best friend cheats me…I want to know, what am I to all my friends until my best friend treat me like that……
She was dump by her ex last year…and I didn’t know, she has another bf…after her breakup last year, I advised her…and she listened…I can’t believe that she lied to me…Why do I have to find out what’s happening? Then ask her, she denied….and I got the truth from other people only she mengaku… I’m very sad lor…..being her best friend for more den 6 years, I tell all my problems to her while she keeps everything from me…and I have to suspect and find out myself…Why must I go through all this WHY???!!!!!
She don’t even trust me, her best friend…..what am I to her? She don’t even treat me as her best friend….Now I know, I am nothing to anybody…
NOTHING!! Why people always use me? Because I am too kind to do whatever they ask me to do? Isnt’t it true? I do so many stuff for people, and this is the balasan from them…Such wonderful!!! She’s always putting the blame on me….When people know her secret, ,she blame me…when people know stuff bout her, she blame me…I feel so innocent! But I didn’t blame her….I am just worry of her, but she don’t know that…Not me alone,
but all her friends are worry bout her!!!!!
Why can’t she realize that??
Nobody knows what I do in my room daily….I have enough problems already…but I’m getting more each day!! Nowadays, I tried to tahan…tahan and tahan….. I really want to know the truth from everybody, all my friends…what am I to you? Tell me…don’t keep me suspense and I don’t want to simply think…the truth, not to put a smile on my face…
Exam
ditunda to after the holidays….comfirm already so can’t really my holidays….and my
birthday also…I’ll try to make myself happy this year’s birthday cause I was never happy….
Well, I feel neglected by everyone……especially in school… sad sad sad
SADDDD!!!
I feel very down now….I need a HUG….
I might cancel the BBQ party that will be held in TC a day before my birthday…
WORTHY IS THE LAMB
Thank you for the cross Lord
Thank you for the price You paid
Bearing all my sin and shame
In love You came
And gave amazing grace
Thank you for this love Lord
Thank you for the nail pierced hands
Washed me in Your cleansing flow
Now all I know
Your forgiveness and embrace
Worthy is the Lamb
Seated on the throne
Crown You now with many crown
You reign victorious
High and lifted up
Jesus Son of God
The Darling of Heaven crucified
Worthy is the Lamb
Worthy is the Lamb
by Hillsongs
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