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Friday, March 04, 2005

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 08:43:53 GMT

yup yup yup! finally i can use other blog already!! time for me to leave xanga!! buthen i susah payah make so nice over here....ish....now hv to susah make in blogdrive pulaks....well, here's my new blog url:

http://www.tiffyanyi.blogdrive.com

its not completely complete yet yeah....

Thursday, March 03, 2005

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 06:34:32 GMT

today i didn't go to school again? why? i also dunno why i get so pening this morning...everything was turning round and round!! okay, so i continue sleeping until 10 sumthing....after brushing my teeth, i slept again.....aih..slept until almost 3pm...cool uh? HAHA...*lame*

well, i got nothing much to blog today....so, i'll just leave this blog....

*to my dearest joshua....im sorry bout yesterday yeah.....very sorry bout yesterday....

ITS GONNA BE LOVE – Mandy Moore (playing now)

It's gonna be me, baby
It's gonna be you, baby

Time I've been patient for so long
How can I pretend to be so strong?
Looking at you, baby
Feeling it too, baby
If I'm asking you to hold me tight
Then it's gonna be all night

It's gonna be love
It's gonna be great
It's gonna be more than I can take
It's gonna be free
It's gonna be real
It's gonna change everything I feel
It's gonna be sad
It's gonna be true
It's gonna be me, baby
It's gonna be true, baby
It's gonna be
It's gonna be love

Time am I restless or a fool?
How can you pretend to be so cruel?
Maybe it's me, baby
Maybe it's true, baby
Maybe it's everything we're dreaming of
We've waited long enough

It's gonna be love
It's gonna be great
It's gonna be more than I can take
It's gonna be free
It's gonna be real
It's gonna change everything I feel
It's gonna be sad
It's gonna be true
It's gonna be all I want to do
It's gonna be me, baby (me, baby)
It's gonna be you, baby

The sooner you let two hearts beat together
The sooner you'll know this love is forever
(It's gonna be love)
Love needs time now or never
(It's gonna be love)
Its gonna be tough, you gotta believe
It's gonna be strong enough

It's gonna be love
It's gonna be great
It's gonna be more than I can take
It's gonna be free
It's gonna be real
It's gonna change everything I feel
It's gonna be sad
It's gonna be true
It's gonna be all I want to do
It's gonna be hard
It's gonna be tough
It's gonna be more than just enough
It's gonna be LOVE

Its gonna be Love

Its gonna be sad
Its gonna be true
Its gonna be me baby
Its gonna be you baby

Its gonna be me baby
Its gonna be you

Its gonna be real

Its gonna be love

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 01:25:04 GMT

do feel free to visit this site.. http://rulestheweb.com/coolwebsites

i feel alot better now...After sleeping for 12 long hours slept at 9 something last night...and woke up at 9.50..

i had a weird dream last nite...i don't know why nowadays i kept dreaming weird dreams...like last night, i dreamt i was admitted into hospital and kena injection so many times at once! till i scared to put the drip needle..finally put in already and the doctor came in again and said the nurse will change and put in the new one...OMG!!! i think now i'm afraid of needles already...no no, i'm not scared!! blood test is just...FUN!!!yeah...i repeat...FUN!!!

i'm suppose to call josh this morning, but then...i slept back after i read his message...^.^ i still haven't call him cause he might be in college now...sorry yea...*huggz*

i wanna thank everyone for comforting me yest especially my darling, josh...aHAHA..=P he has been trying to make me happy, but stubborn me...he tried and tried until i slept..(yea, at 9 something last nite) and also my kor Baldwin...thanks for telling me how special am I..and also tell me that I'm not the only one and God is always with me,

being my best friend for the rest of my life!

and i truly believe in that ever since i learn in Kids Church...HAHA.. thanks for the time, the time to comfort me although you're working...and also Hwee Yin... thank you SO SO MUCH!! I'm glad to know that actually i have been thinking stupidly...i realize after reading your blog...

THINK POSITIVELY!!! THINK POSITIVELY!!!

yea, thanks for that!! and Wei Juin....telling me he don't hate me...thanks...everytime i got problem he's always there to know...but yesterday, terlalu no mood already, so didn't really tell him but only ask him to read my blog...but i just want to thank you for opening your ears everytime i need to tell my problems to anyone! bout my SPM fees also he is there to comfort me not to worry..and yea!

I PAID ALREADY!!

no worries d cause the closing date was last monday!! i paid last week d...kekekee

and yes, i can't wait to see kor again! and of cause my darling la....hahaha promise to come..means must come k??? I dunno why, xanga so cacat...one minute can type like this...the font big big, can bold...one minute cannot....aih...

The Reason I Live
Words and Music by Marty Sampson

INTRO:
Jesus You are the reason I live (Woah)
Jesus You are the reason I live (Yeah)

VERSE:
When I think of things You've done for me
I know You are the reason I live
And I, I want to know You more each day
God please open my eyes
And show me Your way

CHORUS:
You are the reason I live in this world
You are the One that I want to be like
You are the reason I live in this world
Show me the way to live
I want to be like You

OTHER:
I'll always go Your way
And that will never change
You will be the One for all my days
I'll always go Your way
And that will never change
You will be the One for all of my days

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 06:54:31 GMT

It’s a happy day for me today….until I came back and knew the truth…

I was being cheated…my best friend cheats me…I want to know, what am I to all my friends until my best friend treat me like that……

She was dump by her ex last year…and I didn’t know, she has another bf…after her breakup last year, I advised her…and she listened…I can’t believe that she lied to me…Why do I have to find out what’s happening? Then ask her, she denied….and I got the truth from other people only she mengaku… I’m very sad lor…..being her best friend for more den 6 years, I tell all my problems to her while she keeps everything from me…and I have to suspect and find out myself…Why must I go through all this WHY???!!!!!

She don’t even trust me, her best friend…..what am I to her? She don’t even treat me as her best friend….Now I know, I am nothing to anybody…

NOTHING!! Why people always use me? Because I am too kind to do whatever they ask me to do? Isnt’t it true? I do so many stuff for people, and this is the balasan from them…Such wonderful!!! She’s always putting the blame on me….When people know her secret, ,she blame me…when people know stuff bout her, she blame me…I feel so innocent! But I didn’t blame her….I am just worry of her, but she don’t know that…Not me alone,

but all her friends are worry bout her!!!!!

Why can’t she realize that??

Nobody knows what I do in my room daily….I have enough problems already…but I’m getting more each day!! Nowadays, I tried to tahan…tahan and tahan….. I really want to know the truth from everybody, all my friends…what am I to you? Tell me…don’t keep me suspense and I don’t want to simply think…the truth, not to put a smile on my face…

Exam

ditunda to after the holidays….comfirm already so can’t really my holidays….and my

birthday also…I’ll try to make myself happy this year’s birthday cause I was never happy….

Well, I feel neglected by everyone……especially in school… sad sad sad

SADDDD!!!

I feel very down now….I need a HUG….

I might cancel the BBQ party that will be held in TC a day before my birthday…

WORTHY IS THE LAMB

Thank you for the cross Lord
Thank you for the price You paid
Bearing all my sin and shame
In love You came
And gave amazing grace

Thank you for this love Lord
Thank you for the nail pierced hands
Washed me in Your cleansing flow
Now all I know
Your forgiveness and embrace

Worthy is the Lamb
Seated on the throne
Crown You now with many crown
You reign victorious
High and lifted up
Jesus Son of God
The Darling of Heaven crucified
Worthy is the Lamb
Worthy is the Lamb

by Hillsongs

Monday, February 28, 2005

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 14:43:18 GMT

i just wanna post a few songs....my fav songs...

ON MY OWN

And now Im all alone again
no where to turn no one to go to
Without a home without a friend without a face to say hello to
And now the night is near
now I can make believe hes here

Sometimes I walk alone at night when everybody
else is sleeping
I think of him and then I'm happy with
the company I'm keeping
The city goes to bed
And I can live inside my head

On my own,
Pretending he's beside me,
All alone, I walk with him till morning.
Without him, I feel his arms around me,
And when I lose my way, I close my eyes,
And he has found me...

In the rain,
The pavement shines like silver,
All the lights are misty in the river,
In the darkness the trees are full of starlight,
And all I see is him and me,
Forever and forever...

And I know it's only in my mind,
That I'm talking to myself and not to him,
And although I know that he is blind,
Still I say, there's a way for us...

I love him,
But when the night is over,
He is gone, the river's just a river
Without him the world around me changes,
The trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers.

I love him,
But everyday I'm learning,
All my life,
I've only been pretending,
Without me,
His world will go on turning,
A world that's full of happiness,
That I have never known...

I love him... I love him...
I love him... But only on my own...

by LEA SALONGA

Welcome To My Life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

by SIMPLE PLAN

TOMORROW

The sun will come out, tomorrow
Bet your bottom dollar
That tomorrow, there'll be sun
Jus' thinkin' about, tomorrow
Clears away the cobwebs and the sorrow
'til there's none

When I'm stuck with the day that's gray and lonely
I just stick out my chin and grin and say, ohhh

The sun will come out, tomorrow
So you gotta hang on 'til tomorrow
Come what may...

Chorus:
Tomorrow, tomorrow
I love ya, tomorrow
You're always a day away

(instrumental)

The sun will come out, tomorrow
So you gotta hang on 'til tomorrow
Come what may...

(repeat chorus)

Tomorrow, tomorrow
I love ya, tomorrow
You're always a day a--way!

WALTZ DISNEY - ANNIE

ONLY HOPE

There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.

So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope.

I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.

hmmmmm, hmmmmm, oooooh.

by MANDY MOORE

THAT’S SO RAVEN

If you could gaze into the future (future,future)
You'd think life would be a breeze (life is a breeze)
Seeing trouble from a distance (yeah) (go Rae)
But its not that easy.

I try to save the situation
Then I end up misbehaving (oo oh oo oh oh oh oh)

(Rap)
Hey now
Say now
About to put it down
Yeah, come on and ride with the break now
And the future looks great now
And everything is gon' change
(let's rock)

(Instrumental)
Yeah

(Raven)
That's so Raven
It's the future I can see
That's so Raven
So mysterious to me
That's so Raven
It's the future I can see
That's so Raven
So mysterious to me

(repeat)
YEAH!

BY BRITNEY SPEARS (wow, i din know britney sang this!)

EVERYTIME

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
Everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

BY BRITNEY SPEARS

mind me yeah....i feel very sien nw, ntg to blog......except lyrics...kekeke

Monday, February 28, 2005

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 14:04:11 GMT

today...skool is okok la....yuppz, tmr is MARCH!! yea, 14 more days to my bday lorrrr...haha and im getting old d...

sumtimes, i feel that i'm alwiys being negleted by my friends...very lor...feel very sad bout it, well...im glad i have asvin, sham, joshua, baldwin kor and hsulynn jie and oso org gila like the forummers to put a smile on my face....but, sumtimes, i feel that im being a stranger to everyone...bt dun care la, used to it d....=)

glad that kor is coming down soon.....=) gonna bring him around! nt i drive, he gt car d ma..i direct, he drive lorrr....senang!!!

hehe, alrightz, i gt nothing to blog d today....below is my fav song by Lea Salonga

SUDDENLY LOVE

Lea:
Ohh...

Ariel:
For much of my life
I have been all alone
Too strong to need someone else

Lea:
For much of my life
Gentle breezes have blown me away
For somebody else

Both:
Suddenly, love comes calling
Love comes falling

Ariel:
And I'm transported to heavens above

Both:
Suddenly, love comes yearning
Love comes burning

Ariel:
And I found myself
Suddenly, me

Lea:
When I turn around
And suddenly, you

Both:
Took me by surprise
Suddenly, love

Ariel:
For much of my life
I have gone my own way
Too far to feel any need

Lea:
For much of my life
I've been happy to stay
Alone in my heart and indeed

Both:
Suddenly, love comes calling
Love comes falling

Ariel:
And I'm transported to heavens above

Both:
Suddenly, love come hoping
Love comes coping

Ariel:
And I found myself
Suddenly, me

Lea:
Out of the blue
You appear

Both:
And I look into your eyes
Suddenly, love

(Instrumental)

Ariel:
Never again will I say ever more
Heaven has plans of its own

Lea:
Never again will I say ever more
Heaven has made sure that I'm not alone

Lea:Ariel:
For much of my life
For much of my life
With so much still to goSo much still to go
I know that I'll not see them through
Ohh...

For much of my life
For much of my lifeI have nowhere to go
As long as I go there with you

Both:
Suddenly, love comes calling
Love comes falling

Sunday, February 27, 2005

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 07:19:05 GMT

VOICE OF TRUTH

Oh what I would do to have
The kind of faith it takes
To climb out of this boat I'm in
Onto the crashing waves

To step out of my comfort zone
Into the realm of the unknown where Jesus is
And He's holding out His hand

But the waves are calling out my name
And they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried before and failed
The waves they keep on telling me
Time and time again. "Boy, you'll never win!"
"You'll never win!"

Chorus:
But the voice of truth tells me a different story
The voice of truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
The voice of truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth

Oh what I would do to have
The kind of strength it takes to stand before a giant
With just a sling and a stone
Surrounded by the sound of a thousand warriors
Shaking in their armor
Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand

But the giant's calling out my name
And he laughs at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried before and failed
The giant keeps on telling me
Time and time again. "Boy you'll never win!"
"You'll never win!"

But the stone was just the right size
To put the giant on the ground
And the waves they don't seem so high
From on top of them lookin' down
I will soar with the wings of eagles
When I stop and listen to the sound of Jesus
Singing over me

I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth

by Casting Crowns

Sunday, February 27, 2005

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 07:14:58 GMT

BLUE SKIES

Verse 1
On days of gray
When doubt clouds my view
Its so hard to see past my fears
My strength seems to fade
And its all I can do
To hold on, till the light reappears.
Still, I believe though some rain's bound to fall
That you're here next to me
And you're over it all.

CHORUS
Lord, the sky's still blue
For my hope is in you
You're my joy, You're the dream thats still alive
Like the wind at my back
And the sun on my face
You are life,You're grace.
You are blue skies, You're my blue skies

Verse 2
When nights are long
Seems the dark has no end
Still we walk on in the light of the truth
For waiting beyond, where the morning begins
Is the dawn, and your mercy anew.
Oh, to believe we're alive in your love
There is so much to see, if we keep looking up.

CHORUS

You filled the heavens with hope and a higher love
A picture of promise for life.

CHORUS

by Point of Grace

Sunday, February 27, 2005

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 07:09:35 GMT

know wt....i just hate xanga so much!!!! type so long, blog so long, spend an hour here, neck pain d and wt??? ALL GONE!!!! GGGGOOOOOOONNNNNNNEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! grrrrr.....xanga boleh tak berfungsi baik sikit???? y alwiz gt prob wan...wanna use other blogsite den kenot type pulak...onli xanga can....aih... benci betul!

Friday, February 25, 2005

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 04:10:32 GMT

I pray you'll be our eyes
And watch us where we go
And help us to be wise
In times when we don't know

Let this be our prayer
As we go our way
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your Grace
To a place where we'll be safe
La luce che to dai

I pray we'll find your light
Nel cuore restero
And hold it in our hearts
A ricordarchi che
When stars go out each night
L'eterna stella sei
Nella mia preghiera
Let this be our prayer
Quanta fede c'e
When shadows fill our day
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace

Give us faith so we'll be safe.
Sognamo un mondo senza piu violenza

Un mondo di giustizia e di speranza
Ognuno dia la mano al suo vicino
Simbolo di pace e di fraternita

La forza che ci dai
We ask that life be kind
E'il desiderio che
And watch us from above
Ognuno trovi amore
We hope each soul will find
Intorno e dentro a se
Another soul to love

Let this be our prayer
Let this be our prayer
Just like every child
Just like every child

Needs to find a place,
Guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we'll be safe
E la fede che
Hai acceso in noi
Sento che ci salvera